You know he loves you when..

He logged into facebook and change his status; the last time he logged in was more than 6months back!

He introduced you to important people of his life.

He held your hand infront of his friends.

He tried funny ways to impress your parents.

He tells you everything about his exs whenever you ask

And lastly, calls you the moment he wakes up / going to bed every single day.

Awwwwwwws!

A part of me is telling me to let go.

A part of me is telling me not to.

Please make your decision soon before i make mine.

=(

My ex bought his gf 6 white roses. SWEET LIKE IDK-WHAT
JH was suppose to buy me too! But we cut contact alr. =/

NB. I doubt my boy (self-proclaim) will even buy me a single rose. =(

I want red or white or pink rose! Skip the chocolates please. I'm getting fat.
I want to spend more time alone. Do my random shopping everyday!
I want a LV bag. Or maybe Chanel or Burberry.

No actually i just want fake flowers. LOL. So they last forever.

Oh and i still haven found my CNY cum birthday dress. SHIT!
Where are my heels, my new makeup sets and etc!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I wanted to go Genting with you
I wanted to try prawning
I wanted to get us the necklace
Even crazily thought of getting the same top
Or other KNN romantic stuff

But wtf you did all those with your ex before. ZZZZZZZZZZZZz

I can only do one thing with you, that your ex confirm never do before. Thats to smoke and use vulgarities on each other everyday. LOL You fking call me a bitch and say im stubborn every odd days. Whereas in exchange, calling you asshole or bastard almost everyday.

KNN ilu man!

We've got tons of secret missions lately! Super exciting and fun i swear. Imagine this - Waking up at 5am so that we could reach airport by 7am to fetch DaSao. Carrying huge crazy ballons and hiding ourselves in order to not let her see us. HAHA! Some of the air stewardess even laugh when they saw us holding onto her name tags.

First misson!

Carrying those flowers while taking the MRT. Swear we've got lots of attention from passer-bys!

Name-boards! E-V-O-N

Misson 2!

Waking up at 5am was madness! LOVEEEEE those balloons though!

And i got lots of super random posts to update too!

1.)
Got admitted into hospital due to stupid reasons. After spending more than 900bucks, still cant confirm if i need to undergo the knife. Like ZZZ! Total waste of money and time. Not forgetting that the needles are so bloody painful and the waiting was nuts. Baby accompanied me to NUH and waited for me outside A&E from 2.30 - 7.30pm. Sweet right. LOL. Bet be complain like mad to himself for waiting so long.
Anyway, when they put me on drops, 3 packs of i-dont-know what. My entire arm was like freezing cold and numb. CoolShit.






2.)
Went out with him for a movie, one day after i was discharged from hospital. HAHA! But i was walking damn slowly because im still weak! =p Movie + dinner and chilling out at the cafe. But fuckinghell, after drinking the coffee, both of us went crazy. I freaking forget there's milk in my blended and milk in his coffee. Fucking cannot take milk due to my tummy and doctor even WARN me not to touch milk. Walao, whole night tummy ache like fuck.
On a side-track, he folded a paper flower for me while i was drinking my blended. Love it! But i freaking forget to take it with me when we left the cafe. ZZZZZZZZZZ There goes my flower. =(

So far, all i can think of for my new year resolutions are..


1.) Freaking settle with SIM and not waste anymore time. =(

2.) Listen to Will. more and stop being stubborn.

3.) Shall spend more time with family instead of running around everyday

4.) Save up for Taiwan trip at the end of this year!

5.) Shall stop asking baby for pocket money, although i dont mean it. LOL

OH. I wanna get married before i hit 25!
*hint hint!* HAHAHAHAHHAAH

So many thing's happening right now, making me so fucking stressed and fucked up. Cried till i'm tired, tired of crying. Crazily went to cut myself last night after a heated argument with dad. I'd probably be gone by next week. Where to, i've no clue.
Then things got worst today. It's like the end of world now. Everything's falling apart for me. Nothing's left.

Got a little tipsy earlier on and told a bunch of words to him. I couldn't control and started tearing in front of him. He begged and plead me. Tears got worst, it became free flow. All the things you said, all the actions you did just melt me, instantly.
I just can't help it but laugh whenever i though of what you told me days back.

Me : I'm feeling sick and tired.............. of you

Him : Hey, you're as beautiful as a flower........ Cauliflower

=)


Today's the 29th Dec 2009. It's the day when i almost destroyed us. It's the day. The day when 'i love you' was exchanged.

Anyway, fucking random.

Hi baby!


I doubt you even come here to read. But i wanna remind you, if you ever come here.
Kindly change your fb display pic because i'm selfish! Me dont like to see your face with another girl. LOL
Put my kuku face and scare them away!
And and and, put * i love fatfat * in your facebook!
It just brings me smiles whenever i think of the way you always pull my fats and make me angry. Funny how i keep pushing you away and tell you not to touch me when you meet other girls.

Me flying to Taiwan in 6 hours time and i cant wait for it to happen! Oh! I shall forget about you, if i ever find a yandao + 8 pac guy in TW ok? :D

Anyhows, will miss you.

xoxo
fatfat.

Not so bias!

From the moment i step into the house, mom did not speak a single word to me.
It's been 13 hours, not a single proper word spoken

Brother reach home 30mins back. The moment he step in,
'' You eat dinner already? I got cook soup, want me to take for you? ''

I didnt even fucking know there was dinner, but im pretty sure i know brother's a diamond in her eyes.

OKAY. I remembered mom talking to me around 6pm.
' You still owe me an explanation why you din come back for 3 days '

Cool!





So not my day today. Meeting boy at my place around 10 to talk stuff and probably make me happier. Sigh.

SLOWLY WATCH PART BY PART.

Super loving luhhh. I WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. =(